It’s been a while. I honestly wanted to keep up with this site, but I turned over to tumblr. I like that blogging site. I feel like it’s easier to manage and I can post things quicker there. You can go there and follow me if you’d like http://trevorsostarich.tumblr.com Life has been interesting lately. A lot of ups and downs. 2009 has definitely been the hardest year for me. Too much going on to take at once. Blah. I’ll hopefully update more. If you are interested in what I’m up to, feel free to go on tumblr.

I’ve been really busy lately with life. I joined twitter to keep up on everything. You can follow me by click here. I also started a new blog over on Tumblr. I love it. It give me a lot of freedom, but I will still update this blog from time to time. I’m still working on a new design for both blogs. I might actually incorporate both blogs into one. That’d be cool. I’ll see what I can do.

Since that last time I updated, I’ve basically gone through some life changes. I’m single now. It’s actually better this way. I’m too young right now to be in something serious, and I’ve got some things I need to do with my life. I’m working on getting myself in order. I would say I am happier now over-all.

I basically got my sleeve done as well since the last time I updated. It’s really looking good! Pictures will be posted soon. I’m actually going in tonight to get more work done. It’s going to be awesome when it’s all finished. I won’t have to sit through that pain anymore.

I’m still in the process of recording an album. I honestly have no time between everything going on, so I do it when I can.

Well I need to shower. Just got home from the gym not too long ago and I’m really sweaty. I’ve lost 20 pounds being single as well. I got my membership to the gym and I’ve been going everyday. I’m looking good finally! I’ll update more soon. Hope this update finds you well.

So right now I’m developing a new layout of some sort for this blog. I’m going to get it looking pretty awesome. I can’t wait. Hopefully I’ll get it launched by the weekend.

I’m serious about this. Things are getting a bit crazy.

Blink-182 2009. New album this Summer.

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David Kennedy of Angels & Airwaves looks to have confirmed Blink-182 reuniting as well as a new Blink-182 album on Modlife tonight. Screen shot can be seen below.

Get excited!!!

PS. I know that the image above doesn’t show the whole thing, so here’s links to better pics.

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So yeah here’s how my day went.

Woke up around noon and kind of just chilled out for a bit. I ate lunch and all that stuff, and then I surfed the web a bit. I check on music news and checked my email. After that I stayed lazy. I talked to Sam on the phone and Mickel. Around 4 o’clock I finally took a shower. After my shower I dried off, got dressed, and vacumned the bedroom. Mickel showed up after that and we talked for a little bit. He smoked his smoke and I just listened. I left while he went to Starbucks so I could pick up Sam. Got Sam and brought her to my house. We get to my house and before we go inside we start arguing over the stupidest thing (I do understand some things are more important to her then they are to me). So she makes a scene and says she wants to go home. I start to drive her home and we start to talk and then she comes back to my house with me where Mickel and my family are waiting. Dad cooked dinner for all of us so we could have some delicious while watching the Super Bowl. Sam and I get into another argument about my smoking which ruined the rest of her night (and my own). We argued some more throughout the night and we ended on a bad note tonight. I feel like I have to rant and that’s why I’m typing this. This is my outlet right now.

So how was everyone else’s day? Boo that the Steelers won. Cardinals all the way!!!

One month is down in this year. We have a new president and I have some new ideas. This year has already been filled with some drama. I won’t go too in depth into it though. It’s not my place and I don’t really care to think about it.

So I’m releasing an acoustic EP within the next couple weeks. I’m very excited about it. I’ve also titled my full length album Ups & Downs. It’s a personal record, but I know everyone is going to be able to relate. I don’t know when exactly it’s coming out since I’ve scrapped the album I was working on. I think I can do better and I have new songs that need to be on the first full length. They’re not songs I sit on for a while. I do have a few of those, but those will have to wait.

I’ve been listening to a lot of Manchester Orchestra and Brand New lately. I love both of these bands. I also just found a new band that goes by the name The Devil And The Lion. They sound like a blend between Manchester Orchestra and Brand New. Everyone should check them out.

Well I have to go back to painting and kick this cat out of my room. The house is almost ready to sell. I’m looking out West for a place to reside.

So I need to stop doing certain things in my life. I hate most of what I’ve become and I can’t even describe the way I’ve been acting lately. I need to stop smoking. That’s one thing that I know I need to do, and it’s one thing I know I can do. I’ve done it before so what’s different this time? I also need to focus on all the important things in my life. Examples include my career (my passion for music is my career, not being a sever at some corporate restaraunt), my future with Samantha, my mental health (I think I’m having some bad manic episodes again), money (it sucks, but it really is a way of life), my physical health, and goals that don’t just involve me. I need to stop being so damn selfish. I also need to focus on getting reconnected with old friends. I want to get reconnected with my old bandmates, but I don’t want to be in a band with them. They’re going to go places with their new project. Right now I need to work out some of my songs. They’re too personal to play with a band right now. I need to write everything and teach it to people in order to have a band. Kind of like a whole “creative control” thing I guess, but I know the way I want each song to sound.

Oh also another update is I got a Mac! It’s not a MacBook or anything. It’s an iBook G4 14″. It needs a key and it needs a battery. It could also use a bigger hard drive (which I’m currently working on). We’ll see how it works out. It’s going to hold me over until I have enough money saved for a MacBook. I’m not too worried about it right now.

After race week is over I’m heading up to Vermont for 2 weeks. I’m going to go visit my buddy Stephen up there. I also need a break from this town. Did I say town? I meant state. Well I’m off to catch some Z’s. Hope everyone is having a good new year so far.

Maybe it’s my sick, sick heart that you can’t stand
or the way I carry myself in front of my friends
the ideas I have in this goal of my life
maybe it’s just me, I’m wrong. You’re right
so you call me out when I’m so up high
walking on what feels like the roof of the sky
I can’t imagine what it’d be like
to put me down for one second in my life

so leave me alone!

I’m not listening anymore
I don’t care anymore
You cut deep and you stab
twist the blade off in my back!

Maybe it’s my sick, sick thoughts that you can’t stand
the way I’m thinking out of the box again and again
I’ve become some ordinary love sick fool
and I just wanted to personally thank you
for dragging me down when I’m at my prime
you never fail to do this each and every time
so I’m not going to pick up when you call
the conversation will just end with “fuck it all”

so leave me alone!

I’m not listening anymore
I don’t care anymore
You cut deep and you stab
twist the blade off in my back!

It’s not like it use to be
it’s no longer you and me
it’s an insult left and right
and I’m sick of putting up a fight
so I’m shutting the door
(and closing the blinds)
the lights are always off
(with you in mind)

So leave me alone
won’t ya leave me alone?
leave me alone!!!

I’m not listening anymore
I don’t care anymore
You cut deep and you stab
twist the blade off in my back!

I’m not listening anymore
I don’t care anymore
You cut deep and you stab
twist the blade off in my back!

So leave me alone!!!