True Stories I Made Up

Maybe it’s my sick, sick heart that you can’t stand
or the way I carry myself in front of my friends
the ideas I have in this goal of my life
maybe it’s just me, I’m wrong. You’re right
so you call me out when I’m so up high
walking on what feels like the roof of the sky
I can’t imagine what it’d be like
to put me down for one second in my life

so leave me alone!

I’m not listening anymore
I don’t care anymore
You cut deep and you stab
twist the blade off in my back!

Maybe it’s my sick, sick thoughts that you can’t stand
the way I’m thinking out of the box again and again
I’ve become some ordinary love sick fool
and I just wanted to personally thank you
for dragging me down when I’m at my prime
you never fail to do this each and every time
so I’m not going to pick up when you call
the conversation will just end with “fuck it all”

so leave me alone!

I’m not listening anymore
I don’t care anymore
You cut deep and you stab
twist the blade off in my back!

It’s not like it use to be
it’s no longer you and me
it’s an insult left and right
and I’m sick of putting up a fight
so I’m shutting the door
(and closing the blinds)
the lights are always off
(with you in mind)

So leave me alone
won’t ya leave me alone?
leave me alone!!!

I’m not listening anymore
I don’t care anymore
You cut deep and you stab
twist the blade off in my back!

I’m not listening anymore
I don’t care anymore
You cut deep and you stab
twist the blade off in my back!

So leave me alone!!!